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I'm burning it all
rolling it up in a blunt
and sucking it up
til it gets me high.

because I'm tired of this constant low with you.

So I'm burning it all
putting all the emotions
hugs and kisses
sweet nothings
and passion
in a tight little tube
with the rest of my memories of you
and sealing it with my tounge
and letting the fire lick the tip
and watching it burn.
letting that toxic burn down my throat
warming my body and taking me to another world.

a world where this never happened.
a world where certain boundaries are never crossed.
where people are fine with their status at all times.
a world where my body isn't criticized.
a world where everything isn't so confusing.
a world where I can be at peace...so...

don't blow my high.
I'm burning this all up tonight.
trying to reach a new height
feeling myself in a new way
getting to the point where I can
hear colors and see sounds
and it all feels so natural now...
to burn it all up.

please don't blow my high.