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"You see someone gotta lose
I thought I could have it all
Do I really gotta choose?"

Well...so much for that date on Thursday night...lol...it's really hitting me that he just might hate me eventually--but I'm willing to deal with that. Everything happens for a reason...yeah, yeah, yea...doesn't make it feel any better. So this post is dedicated to anyone who ever had to let go of something that they didn't want to let go of. This post is for anyone who ever took the advice of others thinking that it could apply to their situation, but who later realized that THEIR situation wasn't YOUR situation...this is for anybody who ever looked at something they were in and ever questioned if what they were going to do was the right thing to do.

This is me having faith that what I want, isn't what is best for me.
This is me letting go of something that I love.
This is me taking a chance that what I'm letting go, I might not get back.

and this is me believing that what I'm doing is going to end up good.

I chose to make a decision after getting a lot of advice because I turned to the Bible...and it was pretty clear on what I was supposed to do. I hate reading something that challenges everything that you wanted to do. I realize that you can make the Bible say anything you want it to say. If you want to stay with someone, you look up the verse that says don't abandon someone, people can manipulate the words to mean whatever they want it to mean at the time...but this time the words given to me didn't support what I wanted...and I'm slowly but surely accepting it and letting God's joy just take over in all aspects of the phrase.

This is me...letting go and letting God have control.

(oh...and the verse that got me...Matthew 18:8-9, take it how you want it.)