Absolutely Zero
"Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time"
Uggh...why does being strong suck so much? It hurts...and as I was thinking about it, I realized that being strong, in many ways, is just like working out.
[pause] "morning" by Blu just came on...and....the part that I heard was directly what he said...and...my heart couldn't take it. [resume]
Being strong--you have to work out to get strong...and it hurts! I mean, if you're working out and you feel no pain, then you really aren't doing anything...you're not going to see any change until you really put forth an effort. So maybe the pain I feel is actually good. So, listening to John Mayer and Jason Mraz...they hit it right where is hurts...especially with Mayer's song "Split Screen Sadness" iTunes shuffle just doesn't like me much...lol...but, now it's playing India.Arie, so it's a bit better...moving on...
three days until my best friend is here.
ten days til my hair is gone.
...I can't wait. I'm soooooo freaking excited!!! This is such a huge thing...I told my mom and she was like, "I knew it was going to happen eventually..." and then she was encouraging me, just like, it'll look fine on you, blah blah blah...all that stuff, btw, my mom had breast cancer so all her hair fell out due to chemotherapy and then she went natural (of course) and her hair is gorgeeeous...even though I know my hair will be a different texture than hers I think posting pictures would be appropriate.
But to end on a positive note...besides my mom and I...lol...here's what I got
"The rules remain a mystery. See it was so easy.
Who am I to say this situation isn't great?
It's our time to make the most of it."
*rides out to "Lettin' Go" by Janelle Monae--I SEE YOU iTunes shuffle!!! lol*
Hmmm... Janelle Monae... dare I say I think that she's natural also! lol.
First off, I LOVE John Mayer and that song... even if I'm not sad about something, or not in a thoughtful mood, his songs always take me to that place. I did a lot of thinking to Mr. Mayer ;)
And your mom's hair is gorgeous! I was unaware that she was natural :) That's great that you have that support! Needless to say, my mom wasn't as supportive, but at least I have my little sister, who doesn't realize she's supporting me by staring at my head, saying it's cool, and patting it.