saving the world...

"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me..."

For starters, I love www.pandora.com, I also love Hillsong & Brooke Fraser.

Now that that's out of the way, I am so ecstatic that I have no class tomorrow. My 5 to 7 got canceled last week. This week I've decided that I really want to work on praying, just totally being honest with God about everything.

I think it's funny how everybody has this idea of how we're "supposed" to pray. Prayer is supposed to be conversational. God isn't like, some big CEO guy that doesn't want to hear about your problems, he loves to hear them and comfort you. For the longest time my prayers were basically like, "Lord, I love you...you love me, you know what I've done wrong...please forgive me..." and then I'd start rattling off prayers for my friends and family, totally not really saying anything for myself or about my own status. I've finally learned how to pray! YAY! lol...I've learned the importance of just doing that. Talking to God and just being totally honest. I even found myself saying things that I worried would offend him, but then I realized that he loves me, and that everything I'm saying, he already knows. So yeah, that was a big lesson for me.

In other news, I'm behind in classes and have 32 journals/reviews/reactions to write by Friday, paper due Thursday, and I don't think I have anything else to do...but then again, I'm bad at that kinda stuff. I'm off to my next class though, hope everyone that happens to glance upon this has gotten maybe something to think about and that you have a blessed day.

lovelove.

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